I myself can be negative, but when I see someone else being negative I tell them that we get no where with negativity. Everything has a good side to it and we must see it. I tell people to be more positive and to keep their chins up. Everything will always work out in some way.

My future self would inspire me by making me want to go to college more. I want to learn Italian and possibly work with International Relations or something. So the more i think about it the more I want to go to college and be successful.

If I can get something for them to show them my thank you i will. If not I always say thank you and show a smile. I love smiling too, so smiling when I say thank you comes naturally.

I kind of thought that my boyfriends family didn't like me. And i always felt weird aroud them. One day we went to go hang out with his cousin and she was exactly like me so we had a lot of fun. When we got back to her house her parents were there and they were smiling and asked how I was and everything. We all talked for a while. It made me feel better.

I really listen to someone every day. A lot of people come to me for advice and help on certain situations and I'm a great listener. I know I haven't experienced everything but I try to put myself in their situation and tell them something. The person will do what they chose, but atleast I put in something. I try to help as much as I can and listen to what people have to say because I know most the time they just need someone to listen to them.

Right now I am currently thinking about scholarships and getting through college. It's really important to me that I make it through college without much trouble because my parents didn't go through college and I believe my sister just got her bachelors a while ago.

I am also thinking about my relationship with my boyfriend. Things are pretty great, sometimes we argue, but I'm really happy with him.

I want to be remembered for always caring for others, listening and giving advice, and being a friendly person who was always there for eachother. Also, for always being funny and always trying to cheer people up.

its one of those things that fitting in well rarely happens for you.
that popularity is hard to reach.
but knowing you're loved by your friends, if even a few, means the world.
sometimes, it just takes getting used to.
you envy others and their lives cuz you look at yours and see and know it could be better.
get used to things, they may not always change.
just live day by day no matter how hard it is.
learn to appreciate everything you have.
cuz really, in the end, there are people whose lives are worse.


I wrote this a few days ago. In a way I don't always fit in. Sometimes I wish I was popular at school, for the good things I do or have done or by just being known by everyone, but that's not the case. In case you are a little confused, I titled this "Maybeee." because it links with the first line. "Maybeee its one of those things that..." Perhaps I'm just not the person to fit in with everyone and that's what makes me unique and myself. I just have to get used to it and appreciate who I am and what I have.

The online communtiy is different from the real world sort because you aren't seeing face to face. Also, sometimes it is hard to talk to people and tell them things face to face. On of the great things about an online communtiy is that you get to meet a lot of people and make new friends. You just have to be careful too.

I answer these questions because I find it pretty entertaining. And it kind of relaxes me and makes me think a lot. It's kind of like a get away for me.